Staying Present, Staying Ready

Five years ago, I stood at a crossroads.

Leaving behind the familiar comfort of my hometown, İzmir—a place filled with memories, roots, and family—to move to Istanbul for an intercompany transfer within Philip Morris International wasn’t an easy decision. It wasn’t just a change of city. It was a shift in rhythm, in relationships, in life as I knew it.

But I made that choice with a clear heart—for growth, for purpose, for the career I envisioned for myself. I knew it wouldn’t be easy. And it wasn’t. But it’s been worth it.

Today marks five years since I stepped into my role within PMI Global Travel Retail. And what a five years it’s been.

I’m deeply grateful for this journey—for the role I love, for the organization that continues to inspire me, and most of all, for the people I work with. Thank you for your trust, your collaboration, and for helping me stretch and grow with passion and resilience. You’ve added so much value not only to my professional life but to my personal growth, too.

A Personal Reminder: Sometimes the Best Comes Last

Just recently, I found myself sitting in my son’s school auditorium. Parents were invited to witness the innovation and creativity of their children through their technology projects. One by one, student groups were called up, their names echoing through the hall as they received their well-deserved prizes.

As each team stepped up, I couldn’t help but glance at my son’s face—and then at the stage—and then at the list I didn’t have. With each round of applause, hope dimmed just a little. I tried not to show it, but inside, I had started preparing myself: Maybe next time. Maybe it just wasn’t meant to be.

And then it happened.

Second place.

His team.

The rush of pride, the quiet relief, the joy that caught me off guard—all in one moment. I was a proud father once again. And more importantly, I was reminded: keep calm and stay ready. The best might be right around the corner.

On Desire, and the Space In Between

For most of my life, I’ve treated ambition like a deadline. If I didn’t act fast—move, control, prove—I feared the opportunity would slip away.

But over time—and especially in this past year—I’ve started seeing desire differently.

It’s not a problem to solve. It’s a pulse. A signal that we’re alive and reaching. That something matters.

Whether it's waiting for recognition, chasing a new opportunity, or simply hoping for a moment like the one I had in that school auditorium—it’s not about always getting the thing. It’s about honoring the wanting. Letting it work on you. Letting it teach you patience, presence, and belief.

Because sometimes, when we rush toward the finish line, we miss the sweetness of the journey itself. The ache is not a void—it’s a spark. A reminder that the story is still unfolding.

And in this job, in this life, in this family—I’m learning to trust that.

To all those waiting for their moment: Stay steady. Stay open. Let it bloom.

Thanks again to my PMI family, and to my own family, for walking beside me every step of the way.

Here’s to five years, and all that’s still ahead.

PS. The alternative title of the content was: "Five Years, One Leap, and a Lesson from My Son"

Exploring Lausanne: A Memorable Visit in May 2025

I recently had the pleasure of visiting Lausanne, Switzerland, for the SFP Portfolio & Science program and meeting with my key stakeholders from May 12 to May 16, 2025. It was an enriching experience filled with insightful sessions, networking opportunities, and a chance to explore the beautiful city of Lausanne.

Highlights of the Visit

During my stay, I attended several key meetings and events. Here are some of the highlights:

SFP Portfolio & Science Program: This exclusive program was held at the Hotel de la Paix and provided a deep dive into PMI’s smoke-free technologies and science. The sessions were led by experts and offered a global perspective on our initiatives.

Networking Opportunities: I had the chance to meet and interact with colleagues from various locations, including Mark Tan, Francoise Kumpf, Seynabou Gauthier, Hans Etienne, and Mathieu Moreau.

Team Dinner: On May 13, we enjoyed a delightful team dinner, which was a great opportunity to bond and discuss ongoing projects in a relaxed setting.

Capturing the Moments

I made sure to capture some beautiful shots during my visit. Here’s a video compilation of the memorable moments from Lausanne:

Reflections and Future Plans

This visit was not only about attending sessions and meetings but also about experiencing the culture and beauty of Lausanne. The city’s charm and the warmth of the people made this trip truly special. I look forward to more such opportunities to connect and grow together.

Stay tuned for more updates and stories from my travels!

Farewell, Lausanne — Until We Meet Again

It’s Thursday afternoon, May 15th, 2025. As I slowly prepare to say goodbye to Lausanne, I sip my beer and soak in the moment. After wrapping up my training and tackling a handful of urgent tasks, I found myself wandering — once again — from the hilltop down to the lakeside, repeating the same old phrase: "What a beautiful city. We’re not really living compared to these gifted people, are we?"

Despite the warm weather and people in t-shirts, I showed up at the lake in a jacket, backpack on my shoulders and shopping bags in hand — quite the scene. I ended up back at Lacustre, the same spot where I had dinner last Sunday. History was about to repeat itself, but the table I’d reserved last time was taken, and dinner service wouldn’t start until 5 p.m. Still, I decided to stick around, watch the sun go down, and enjoy a little moment of solitude. The rest could wait.

It’s oddly noisy here, and I find it hard to write. But watching people chat, laugh, and live in the moment makes me happy for them. No one’s glued to their phones or obsessed with selfies — something I deeply admire. There’s so much I envy about this city. After seeing it with fresh eyes this time, I can’t help but question those who insist, "Turkey is the most beautiful country in the world." Beautiful, yes — but how well do they really know the rest of the world?

I didn’t feel this way the last time I was here, but this trip has left a much deeper impression. Hopefully, it won’t be too long before I return.

What made this visit truly special were the people. I got to reconnect with my mentor, Mark — it was inspiring to sit with him, share stories, and soak up his wisdom. I’m genuinely grateful to have him in my life. Once again, he hosted me generously and took me out for dinner — not as a tourist, but as someone experiencing Lausanne like a local. Thank you, Mark. You’ve got a big heart — and a strong wallet! (This is how AI handles the translation from Turkish to English!)

Yes, I know I’m being a bit sentimental, but I’d rather put these feelings into words than pretend everything is picture-perfect on Instagram. Truth is, there’s a cost to all this. My average sleep has dipped below six hours again, and I’m going to bed far too late just to keep up with unanswered emails from the day. But then again, I’d be replying to those same emails in Istanbul — just without this view, this sunset, and this feeling.

They just closed the shade that was protecting me from the sun. My screen is now glaring, my beer warming up, and my face slightly burning. Looking at the bright side — literally — there’s a boat pulling in. Let’s see who’s coming off. Time to soak in some natural vitamin D and do a bit of people-watching.

Tomorrow, I’ll be working from Lausanne office, and in the evening, I’ll say goodbye to this beautiful city. Hopefully, only for a little while.

Update:

After writing the paragraphs above, I climbed uphill back toward the hotel — and boy, the heat took a toll. Before heading in, I stopped at my favorite burger joint, ordered my usual, and enjoyed every bite. I even felt so inspired that, after months of silence, I left a glowing Google Maps review. What happened next? Well, the usual: Outlook, SAP, and all the rest. I also played a game for a while… but I’ll keep that one to myself. Some things are better left unsaid.

Back to Lausanne — One Year Later, With a Full Heart and an Even Fuller Inbox

This Sunday holds a special meaning for me — and not just because it's Mother’s Day. After a full year, I’m heading back to Lausanne. The excitement I felt last year when visiting our company headquarters for the first time has mellowed this time around. Firsts have a magic of their own, don’t they? But truth be told, my mind is full and my calendar even fuller, and this Swiss trip somehow feels like just another item on my to-do list.

Maybe that’s what happens when real life refuses to pause, or in other words: "that's the way".

Last Thursday, I had an off-site training that took me away from my inbox for a few hours — a dangerous luxury. By Friday, even with extra hours of work, I couldn’t reduce the number of unread (or “read-marked-but-not-really-read”) emails below twelve. Still, I have hope — and a small dream for tonight and tomorrow: to catch up, inch by inch, if the universe allows.

To make my three-hour flight more productive (and mildly entertaining), I dedicated the first two hours to watching the original Star Wars — something I had promised myself, even added to my New Year’s resolutions. I’ll be honest: when something doesn’t convince me, I struggle to engage. But I powered through, ticked the box, and now I can at least say I get the references. Sometimes, done is better than perfect, right?

Mission Completed

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Projects, Priorities, and… Precision Knives?

Tonight — and this week — I’ve got a few things planned. One of them is to finalize a small automation project I built using Microsoft 365’s Finance Agent and turn it into a short, clean-cut video to share internally. I’m hoping it might inspire a few colleagues. I was already visualizing how to structure the clip — what to say, what kind of background to use — even as I watched the movie on the plane. Fingers crossed it turns out well.

If I can squeeze in a bit of email cleanup, find a decent meal, and hit my steps goal with a walk around town, I’ll call it a productive evening. Bonus points if I manage to grab those special kitchen knives my relatives asked for — apparently, no trip to Switzerland is complete without them. I wrote about this last time too: yes, Switzerland is expensive, but if there’s one thing that offers serious price-for-value, it’s those knives.

Migros Without Victorinox Knives

Looking Ahead

I’m scheduled to fly back Friday night. What will I be taking home with me this time, I wonder? The main goal of this visit is to reconnect with our Lausanne-based stakeholders and, if all goes well, spend an evening in conversation with someone very dear to me (he knows who he is when he reads this). Whether it’s dinner, deep talk, or a bit of quiet mentorship — it’s these moments that matter most.

And so, the journey continues — altitude included.

With gratitude,
Volkan

Lozan’a Veda Ederken

15  Mayıs 2025 Perşembe öğleden sonrasında yavaştan Lozan’a veda etmeye hazırlanırken biramı yudumlayıp anın tadını çıkarıyorum. Eğitimden çıkıp gündelik işlerin acillerini hallettikten sonra “ne güzel şehir”, “biz yaşamıyoruz valla” diye diye yukarıdan yine göl kenarına indim. Neredeyse herkesin t-shirt giydiği bu sıcak havada göl kenarına ceketli ve yetmezmiş gibi sırtında çanta, elinde alışveriş torbası ile gelince hızlıca yine Pazar akşamı yemeğimi yediğim Lacustre’ye geldim. Tarihi tekerrür ettirecektim ama bir önceki sefer rezervasyon yaptırdığım masa doluydu, yemek servisi ise 5’te başlayacaktı. Güneşi burada batırıp biraz kendimle başbaşa kalayım, sonrasına bakarız.

Çevremde o kadar çok gürültü var ki yazarken zorlanıyorum ama insanların sohbet ediyor, anın tadını çıkarıyor olduğunu görmek onlar adına çok güzel. Bizdeki gibi herkes telefonuna bakmıyor ya da fotoğraf çekilmek derdinde değil. Özendiğim çok şey var bu şehre dahil. Burayı gördükten sonra “Türkiye çok güzel, eşi benzeri yok” diyenlerin diğer ülkeleri ne kadar iyi bildiği konusunda şüphem doğdu. Bir önceki gelişimde bu kadar etkilenmemiştim ancak bu sefer baya bir etkisi altından kaldığımı kabul etmeliyim. Umarım arayı çok açmadan yine gelmek nasip olur.

Bu seferki ziyaretimi daha güzel kılan şeylerin başında pek tabii ki insan ilişkileri de geliyor. Akıl hocam Mark ile buluşup onu dinlemek, onunla bir şeyler paylaşmak harikaydı. Onu tanıdığım için çok mutluyum ve onunla hatıralar biriktirebildiğim için de kendimi şanslı buluyorum. Bir önceki sefer olduğu gibi yine ev sahipliği yaptı ve beni iki kez yemeğe çıkardı. Hem de turist gibi değil, lokal gibi deneyimler elde etmemi sağladı. Teşekkürler Mark, kesene bereket! (Bu içeriği İngilizceye de çevireceğim, bakalım yapay zeka bunu nasıl çevirecek)

Bu duygularımı ve hatıralarımı yazıya dökerken biraz romantik olduğumun farkındayım. Bazı gerçekleri dışarıya vurmayınca insanlar instagramda paylaştıklarımla İsviçre’nin altını üstüne getirdiğimi düşünebiliyor. Ama şu da bir gerçek ki bedelini de ödüyorum. Ortalama uykum yine altı saatin altına düştü, geceleri gündüz biriken mailleri cevaplayabilmek için hayli geç yatağa gidiyorum. Yine de şükür, İstanbul’da olsam da aynı mailleri cevaplayacaktım ama bu deneyimi elde edemeyecektim.

Beni güneşten koruyan gölgeliği az önce kapattılar. Ekranım parlamaya, biram ısınmaya ve yüzüm yanmaya başladı. Bardağın dolu tarafını görmem gerekirse, yaklaşan bir yolcu gemisi var, bakalım kimler inecek. Doğal D vitamini alıp biraz çevremi gözlemleyeyim. Yarın ofisten çalışıp, akşam da bu güzel şehre elveda diyeceğim. Umarım kısa süreliğine...

Ekleme: Yukarıdaki satırları yazdıktan sonra otele doğru yukarı çıktım ve sıcağın etkisiyle beraber yokuş beni baya bir hırpaladı. Otele girmeden direk favori hamburgercime gidip siparişimi verdim, öyle keyif aldım ki aylar sonra gaza gelip Google Maps’te bir mekan değerlendirmesi bile yaptım. Sonrası mı? Yine Outlook, SAP ve diğerleri… Biraz da oyun oynadım ama ne oyunu olduğunu burada yazamayacağım, o da bende kalsın.

Sağlıcakla,

Volkan